## TV DEMO: ENGRAM RUNNING -
HELATROBUS IMPLANT GOAL

An auditing demonstration given on
22 May 1963

This is the Saint Hill Special Briefing Course, 22 May 1963.

This is a demonstration of item running off of the line plot of the Helatrobus Implants. And I'm giving you this demonstration so that you'll know what to do with these various types RRs.

Now, in view of the fact that this demonstration will be taped and on this tape there are no rocket reads -- will be seen on the tape, you can take it from me that if I called a rocket read and I said, "That rocket read," I had a great big rocket read. If I went on, all the charge was gone off of that; it wouldn't bang again if you hit it with a club. And these are no choked rocket reads or otherwise. But I'm sure that I may run into some of these and you'll see me handle these.

I'm running a goal here -- it's one of the GPM series. This one happens to be the goal "to be serious." And it's the fourth goal in the lineup on this particular pc. The goals change their pattern after the goal "to remember."

Now the thing for you to watch on this thing is the speed and the carefulness and the width of the RR. These are quite important. If you don't get the charge off of that case, that case is never going to run well. But, if you carefully get the charge off early on running GPMs, the case will very shortly begin to fly. And the way to get a case to fly is to handle it easily at the beginning.

Now, this is the easy series in that this case has already been well audited and well handled and is at the present moment flying through these GPMs.

Later on in a week or so, I'll do you one on a difficult pc and I'll show you how to get a case going in that. But right now I want to show you the pattern and show you how this is handled. All right.

LRH: Okay, your chair's all right? Now, is it all right to audit in this room?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Okay?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Anything you care to change?

PC: No, it's all right.

LRH: All right. Very good. Okay. Squeeze the cans. Thank you. Very good. All right, your havingness is okay. Your tone arm is sitting at 3.0. Put in the reality factor here -- although this is a TV demonstration, I don't want you to do anything different than you would do in an ordinary session.

PC: Mmmm. All right. Very good.

LRH: All right. You don't have to make me any trouble so I can show them.

PC: Okay.

LRH: All right. And I'm just going to go on down this bank "to be serious" and you're the gainer by having a few RRs -- a few more RIs found.

PC: Hm-hm. All right.

LRH: Okay? All right. Is it all right with you if I begin this session now?

PC: Yes.

LRH: Okay. Start of session. Has the session started for you?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Very good. What goals would you like to set for this session?

PC: To find as many RIs as possible.

LRH: All right.

PC: To run some charge off the bank.

LRH: All right.

PC: To work well.

LRH: Okay. Is that all?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. Very good. We got 5:13. Your tone arm is at 3.0. All right. Now, if you remember, in your last session you had "to be serious" and we had found that and I had confirmed it by finding the top oppterm "seriousness" and the lineup coming down.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: And I'll just check these now because they were very cursorily found.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. Seriousness. Nix seriousness. And absoluteably seriousness. All right. Now, has anything been suppressed on this absoluteably seriousness? There's this charge going.

PC: Just the terminal.

LRH: All right. Very good. All right, now we'll carry right on here.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Here is your auditing question.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Who or what would oppose absoluteably seriousness?

PC: Nix absoluteably seriousness.

LRH: Give me the whole thing, again.

PC: Nix absoluteably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. All right. That rocket read. On this item has anything been suppressed? Nope. I'll read to you this item again: Nix absoluteably seriousness. All right. And who or what would nix absoluteably seriousness oppose?

PC: Perfectably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Now, in this session has anything been protested?

PC: Just these cans. I use the small cans, you know, and these are the big ones and they're hard for me to wrap my hand around.

LRH: All right. Is there anything else on this?

PC: No.

LRH: Mm? All right.

PC: Sort of getting used to the room a bit.

LRH: All right.

PC: We don't normally audit in here.

LRH: No. Okay. Any thought like you might louse up your case or anything like that?

PC: Oh no. Uh-uh.

LRH: All right. In this session has anything been decided? In this session has anything been invalidated? Yes, what's been invalidated?

PC: Well, I don't know which one you ran into trouble on. 1 suppose -- it was one of the items -- that's, perfectably seriousness?

LRH: Yes.

PC: Oh.

LRH: That's right.

PC: All right.

LRH: Okay.

PC: Mmm.

LRH: In this session has anything been invalidated? All right. That's clean. Okay. Now, I'll read to you this item: Perfectably seriousness. All right. On this item has anything been suppressed? On this item has anything been invalidated? On this item is there anything you failed to reveal? Yes, what?

PC: Oh, well I thought uh -- yes, I did. Actually, this was, sort of before the session. I thought well uh -- it was a shame that this was one of my more ghastly goals. You know. Serious-to be serious. If it had been the other one, it would have been more pleasing, you know?

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: And so uh -- I sort of to that degree maybe have suppressed "to be serious," the goal, you know and uh -I thought it would better if I'd run "to be happy," the other one that I had.

LRH: Oh, oh -- all right. Okay. All right. Anything else on that? There's something.

PC: No, I don't think so.

LRH: All right. Anything else you failed to reveal? There is a failed to reveal here.

PC: I don't like these cans and they're sticky. Other people have held them in their hands and they are all gooey.

LRH: Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't bring your cans down. Okay, is there anything else you failed to reveal? All right. That's clean. All right. I'm going to read to you item number four again to make sure this is discharged: Nix absoluteably seriousness. All right. That's clean as a wolf's tooth. And now I'm going to read to you the only item I have on this list: Perfectably seriousness. All right. That rocket read very nicely. Okay. And who or what would oppose perfectably seriousness?

PC: Nix perfectably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. I'll read to you the only item I have on this list: Nix perfectably seriousness. All right. Now did you have some thought on that? Some suppress? Yes?

PC: I don't know. I really thought what a ridiculous thing that, you know, um -- perfectably seriousness -- as if seriousness could be perfected. You know?

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: That's what I thought -- how weird.

LRH: Okay. I'll read you that item again. Nix perfectably seriousness. All right. Doesn't seem to be anything much left on that. Is there anything else however? Any other difficulty? Yes, what is it?

PC: No, I just was wondering if you were getting nice RRs. You know.

LRH: All right. Anything else? You have any cognitions? Anything like that?

PC: Nah.

LRH: All right. You did have a cognition?

PC: No, I just -- it's just uh -- um -- well, I couldn't imagine someone going around trying to be perfectly serious. You know?

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: Even if they were dramatizing, it would be terribly difficult to do.

LRH: Oh, all right. Okay. Thank you. I'll read you this item again: Nix perfectably seriousness. All right. The item is clean.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: And who or what would nix perfectably seriousness oppose?

PC: Superiorably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. I'll read to you the only item on this list: Superiorably seriousness. All right. Any suppression on that?

PC: No, I don't think so.

LRH: All right.

PC: I think I may be chasing ahead of you a bit here. Right, that's it.

LRH: What are you doing -- a press-on?

PC: Yeah, I'm doing a press-on and I'm sort of thinking already of the next item. Mm.

LRH: Oh, I see. I got you now. Let me read this again now: Superiorably seriousness. All right. It doesn't read.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: And who or what would oppose superiorably seriousness?

PC: Nix superiorably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. All right. I'll read you the only item on this list: Nix superiorably seriousness. All right. That rocket read. And who or what would nix superiorably seriousness oppose?

PC: Incomparably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Now, what did you get suppressed there?

PC: I invalidated it as I was saying it -- incomparably seriousness.

LRH: Yes. All right. Anything else?

PC: No, I don't think so.

LRH: All right. Very good. I'll read you this item again. Incomparably seriousness. All right. That rocket read. And who or what would oppose incomparably seriousness?

PC: Nix incomparably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Similar difficulty there?

PC: No. No, I looked -- as I was saying it, I looked down to the next one. I'm sorry.

LRH: All right. All right. I'll read you this item now. Nix incomparably seriousness. All right. The item is uncharged.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: And who or what would nix incomparably seriousness oppose?

PC: Fascinateably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. And that got suppressed in the process of looking down?

PC: Oh, did it? Well, tha -- that's another one that has the two there you see? So I thought -- immediately I looked at it and 1 thought well, fascinatingably, you know, seriousness? Or is it fascinatably seriousness?

LRH: All right. Very good. Thank you. Let me read to you this item: Fascinatably seriousness. All right. That rocket read. And who or what would oppose fascinatably seriousness?

PC: Nix fascinatably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. All right. You'll begin to think I'm nagging you shortly. Because what did you run into there? I didn't get a good rocket read.

PC: Didn't get a good rocket read? Mm. I hoped I would say it all right.

LRH: Oh, I see. Is that getting in -- sort of in your road on...

PC: Well I did think, well, it's being recorded and I should say these items properly, you know. So I mustn't stumble -- allow my tongue to stumble, you see?

LRH: All right. Very good. I'll read to you this item: Nix fascinatably seriousness. All right. That rocket read beautifully. All right. And who or what would nix fascinatably seriousness oppose?

PC: Highly acceptably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Give me that one again, would you please?

PC: Mm-hm. Actually I sort of thought of my mother there, you know? Anyway -- highly acceptably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. All right. I will read you this item: Highly acceptably seriousness. All right. Anything suppressed there? All right. Well, that item rocket read and that one's fine.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Who or what would oppose highly acceptably seriousness?

PC: Well, nix highly acceptably seriousness.

LRH: That's right. That was discharged. Now, who or what would nix highly acceptably seriousness oppose?

PC: Recommendably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. Now, on this item has anything been suppressed?

PC: Well, I suppressed it in that I didn't know -- I didn't think we had gotten the other one.

LRH: Oh, all right. Anything else on that? Okay. All right?

PC: No. That's fine.

LRH: All right. Recommendably seriousness. All right. Now that item has been clobbered.

PC: Well, I had some variations pop up. Recommendedably seriousness and recommendingably seriousness and um -- um -- I always seem to have trouble with this one, don't I?

LRH: Yes.

PC: Yeah. Well, recommendably seriousness!

LRH: All right. That rocket read and I'll read to you the only item on this list: Recommendably seriousness. All right. That had a beautiful rocket read. And who or what would oppose recommendably seriousness?

PC: Nix recommendably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. I'll read you this item. Nix recommendably seriousness. All right. Nothing's been suppressed there?

PC: No, it didn't.

LRH: Well, it rocket read beautifully.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: I'll read it again: Nix recommendably seriousness. No, that's discharged. Very good. Now, who or what would nix recommendably seriousness oppose?

PC: Acceptably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. I'll read you this item. Acceptably seriousness. All right. That has rocket read. And who or what would oppose acceptably seriousness?

PC: Nix acceptably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Now what was choked about that?

PC: Well, I thought that is very true because a lot of people, you know -- things are not really acceptably serious. You know, if you're at a ball you shouldn't be serious. And if you're at a movie that is supposed to be, you know, a comedy -- you shouldn't be serious.

LRH: All right.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Got it?

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. Now, I'll read you this item again: Nix acceptably seriousness. All right. There is more on this.

PC: Well, no one is very acceptably serious to me!

LRH: There we go.

PC: You know.

LRH: There we are.

PC: It's just that I can't particularly abide people who are so fantastically serious.

LRH: All right.

PC: You know? And normally, when I get into situations where I'm supposed to be acceptably serious, you see, why, I've normally found them most amusing in a sort of a -- um -- I'm -I guess I'm dramatizing the terminal side more than I am the oppterm side.

LRH: All right. Very good.

PC: Because I'm always not very acceptably: serious...

LRH: All right.

PC: ...about anything.

LRH: Okay.

PC: Mm.

LRH: All right. I'll read you the only item on this list: Nix acceptably seriousness. All right. I got a prior read that time -- what happened?'

PC: Well, l thought, well, that's gone.

LRH: Oh, all right. All right. Read it again: Nix acceptably seriousness. All right. Very flat. That rocket read.

And who or what would nix acceptably seriousness oppose?

PC: Engrossadly seriousness.

LRH: All right. Give me that again.

PC: Engrossably seriousness.

LRH: What's the matter?

PC: I thought I -- I actually -- I found myself saying "engrossably serious," you know?

LRH: Oh yes. All right. On that item has anything been suppressed? On that item has anything been invalidated? All right. Anything you failed to reveal on it? Yes, what did you fail to reveal?

PC: Oh, well, I thought that's an amusing one and I thought that um -- um -- uh - you know, a lot of people do get engrossably involved in their seriousness.

LRH: All right. All right. Okay. Now I'm going to read you this item: Engrossably seriousness. All right. That's undoubtably discharged. I'll read it again however: Engrossably seriousness. There's still some more on that.

PC: Still some more on that? Well, I think about people being serious about the mating habits of moths and this sort of thing, you know. They're certainly getting engrossed into these sort of things and I can't quite understand it, but they certainly do and um -- oh, people get involued in even uh -- sort of stamp collecting and I think that's sort of a rather ridiculous activity, but they certainly are engrossed in it. I have a protest on that -- I mean people being engrossably serious about things.

LRH: All right.

PC: Um.

LRH: Okay. I'll read you this item: Engrossably seriousness. All right. That rocket read. And who or what would oppose engrossably seriousness?

PC: Nix engrossably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Sort of a choked RR.

PC: Well, I think I've been sort of waiting to say nix engoossably seriousness. You see?

LRH: I see, right. That read.

PC: Because I've been protesting the other one.

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: Um.

LRH: Good. I'll read this item now: Nix engrossably seriousness. All right. That's discharged. Thank you. And who or what would nix engrossably seriousness oppose?

PC: Vitalably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Now what...

PC: I said vital-a-b-l-y seriousness.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me read you this item: Vitalably seriousness. All right. Now, what uh -- what have you got on that?

PC: Well, that's the one that I alwaye sort of mispronounce. I always say "vitably."

LRH: Mm.

PC: You see and -- and you can't distinguish the "l" in it. Although I think, I think I'm saying the "l," always.

LRH: Mm.

PC: So, no, it's vitalably seriousness.

LRH: That rocket read. Very good. All right. Let me read to you this item: Vitalably seriousness. All right. You had something else on your mind.

PC: Yes, I thought nix vitalably seriousness.

LRH: All right.

PC: Sorry.

LRH: Let me read you this item here: Vitalably seriousness. All right. That's discharged. And who or what would oppose vitalably seriousness?

PC: Nix vitalably seriousness.

LRH: All right. That's already banged. Any suppression on it?

PC: No, except I've sort of been sitting here. I feel like I'm -- I'm under compulsion on the -- on the terminal side here. This is one of the goals that uh -- is -- that uh -- I'm all for the terminal side and all against the oppterm side.

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: Whereas in some others, like, I'm all for the oppterm side and not for the terminal side.

LRH: Okay.

PC: So I just was waiting to say it. You know.

LRH: All right. Let me read you this item: Nix vitalably seriousness. All right. It's discharged. And who or what would nix vitalably seriousness oppose?

PC: Eagerably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. What happened there?

PC: I've sort of been waiting to say it, you know?

LRH: All right.

PC: Eagerably seriousness.

LRH: Okay. Any other suppression? Yes?

PC: It's warm -- too hot in here really. You know. Awful stuffy.

LRH: Hm?

PC: It's awful stuffy.

LRH: All right. Anything else? Yes.

PC: No. I just did notice that it was terribly stuffy in the room.

LRH: Yeah, well all right. Anything about that particularly? Any withhold?

PC: No, just withholding that uh-I do feel hot.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me read you this item: Eagerably seriousness. All right. That has rocket read. And who or what would oppose eagerably seriousness?

PC: Nix eagerably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. Now, what happened there? There?

PC: I began to feel a bit tired.

LRH: Hm?

PC: And it is hot.

LRH: All right.

PC: Or else I'm feeling hot.

LRH: All right. Let me get a change in this room here. Okay?

PC: Mm.

LRH: Oh, hell. Somebody has gratuitously boomed this up to six. Feel better?

PC: Phew! Better. Yes. Thank you.

LRH: All right.

PC: Phew! I was beginning to feel like I couldn't breathe or something. Mm. That's much better.

LRH: All right. Any suppression on that? Anything else about that? Yes.

PC: I thought -- I looked around and I thought well, maybe it's the enclosed section of the room and then I thought well maybe the heat's coming from the television set over there. I didn't see the stove.

LRH: Well, all right.

PC: I thought well, I've never seen a television set get so hot like this.

LRH: All right. Anything else about this?

PC: No. I think that's all.

LRH: You have something to say?

PC: No, not on this. Of course, the television is electronics, isn't it? Mmmm.

LRH: All right. Very good.

PC: Beaming out at me over there.

LRH: All right. Anything else you care to say on this?

PC: No.

LRH: Okay. Let me read you this last item: Nix eagerably seriousness. All right. All right, on this item has anything been suppressed? Yea?

PC: Well, I suppose it was sort of suppressed while we were, you know, fixing the stove and the room.

LRH: All right. On this item has anything been suppressed? Yes? There.

PC: Well, nix eagerably seriousness.

LRH: Mm.

PC: I never quite got it -- the chance to really say, well, that's it. You know.

LRH: Oh, all right. Okay. On this item has anything been suppressed? All right. In this session has anything been suppressed? There's something here.

PC: I'm just wondering what all the trouble is about, a little bit.

LRH: All right. I'm sorry.

PC: Has the item rocket read or not?

LRH: The item has rocket read.

PC: Oh. Well, all right.

LRH: I'll read you this item now: Nix eagerably seriousness. All right. That item is discharged. Okay?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Okay. Now, who or what would nix eagerably seriousness oppose?

PC: Enthusiasticably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. Anything wrong with that item?

PC: Didn't look at it until after I'd said it.

LRH: Hm?

PC: Didn't look at it until after I'd said it.

LRH: All right. I'll read you this item: Enthusiasticably seriousness. All right. On this item has anything been suppressed? On this item has anything been invalidated? All right. In this session, has anything been protested? Yes. I have a read.

PC: Well -- well, we're sort of having to spend so much time...

LRH: Yeah.

PC: ...doing things.

LRH: All right. In this session has anything been protested?

PC: The heat of the auditing environment, I thought.

LRH: Mm?

PC: The heat of the auditing environment.

LRH: Oh, all right. In this -- is that all right now, by the way?

PC: Yes, it's fine. Thank you.

LRH: All right. In this session has anything been protested? Yes. Still another protest. That is to say, there is another protest. There.

PC: Well, I suppose it's just not my auditing room, where I'm normally audited, do you see. And um -- I'm very -- uh -- I like my environments, you see, that I've become accustomed to.

LRH: All right.

PC: And uh -- this is uh -- not my auditing room.

LRH: All right. Very good. Got it.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. Let me read you this item again: Enthusiasticably seriousness. All right. What did you think of?

PC: I wondered if it rocket read...

LRH: All right.

PC: ...or had rocket read.

LRH: I've seen it rocket read.

PC: Mm.

LRH: Enthusiasticably seriousness. Enthusiasticably seriousness. All right. It's not now reading. Very good. It has rocket read. That was your item. All right. And who or what would oppose enthusiasticably seriousness?

PC: Nix enthusiasticably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. And I'll read you this item: Nix enthusiasticably seriousness. All right. That has rocket read. And who or what would nix enthusiasticably seriousness oppose?

PC: Enjoyably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Now, what's going on here?

PC: I invalidated it as I said it. I thought, "Oh, who would ever enjoy being serious?"

LRH: All right. Very good. I'll read you this item: Enjoyably seriousness. All right. I haven't seen a rocket read at all on this one. Why don't you give me enjoyingably.

PC: Enjoyingably seriousness. Enjoyageably seriousness. Enjoyfullably seriousness.

LRH: All right.

PC: And just plain old enjoyably seriousness.

LRH: All right. That rocket read. All right. I'll read you this item: Enjoyably seriousness. All right. That has rocket read. And who or what would oppose enjoyably seriousness?

PC: Nix enjoyably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Now what's the trouble with that one?

PC: I thought well, at last -- ahh, that's -- right.

LRH: All right.

PC: You know. Nix enjoyably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. And I'll read you this item: Nix enjoyably seriousness. All right. Now what -- has something else happened here?

PC: Well, I suppose what it is, is that it seems like uh... Let me tell you this -- um -- it seems to a degree that I don't know a bit what is happening, you see. Like I don't know did it RR or didn't it RR. Is it a choked RR or what. I'm sort of -- feel like I'm missing out maybe a bit. I don't know what's wrong.

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: You know?

LRH: Okay.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. Let me read you this item again: Nix enjoyably seriousness. All right. That RR'd when you said it, you see.

PC: Mm-hm. Mm-hm.

LRH: And however it's a choked -- this is choked down on this. It isn't behaving too well. And you're understandably a bit upset on the demonstration and so forth. You don't ordinarily run like this. And, however, we're making it.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. Take a look at your visio there. Let's see what you can see. What was that?

PC: Oh! I -- I'm confused. I don't know whether I'm going up or down the steps.

LRH: Oh yes?

PC: Hm-hm. At the present moment. But it seems like -- um -- it seems like I'm going down. Because I've got the white. It's turned white back of me. It's all black in front of me.

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. Any muddy areas in that black back of you? What were you going to say?

PC: I'm going back -I'm going down the stairs...

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: ...backwards.

LRH: All right.

PC: All right. Now I've got myself located.

LRH: Okay. Are there any areas of gray in that white?

PC: Yeah, just right here on uh -- nix enjoyably seriousness.

LRH: All right. And what's wrong right there on that one?

PC: I don't know.

LRH: All right. Has it been suppressed? Yes.

PC: Hm.

LRH: What's the suppression?

PC: Well, I guess I didn't know whether I was going up or down in this one until right there, maybe.

LRH: All right.

PC: And I sort of got myself oriented -- I'm going down the stairs backwards now.

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: Hm.

LRH: Okay. Let me read you this item: Nix enjoyably seriousness. All right. That has rocket read. I've got to check, however, one little thing here. On that item has anything been suppressed? No. On that item has anything been invalidated? No. All right. Nix enjoyably seriousness. What was that?

PC: Nix enjoyably seriousness! It went white.

LRH: All right. It fired.

PC: Yeah. It went white!

LRH: It went white.

PC: Hm.

LRH: Just like that? All right. Thank you. All right. Who or what would nix enjoyably seriousness oppose?

PC: Pleasurably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. I'll read you this item: Pleasurably seriousness. Now, is there something wrong with that item? I'm sorry to have to chivy you up and I shouldn't use the word wrong. But is there anything at odds with that item? Has it been suppressed?

PC: Well, one can't very much have pleasurably -- be pleasurably serious. Can one? You know.

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: Mm.

LRH: All right. Very good.

PC: Oh, I guess one can, sometimes.

LRH: All right. Anything else?

PC: No, that's all.

LRH: All right. Let me read you this item Pleasurably seriousness. All right. That rocket read. There's still a choke down on it. Got any clue as to... Oh, are you being distracted by the environment again?

PC: Yeah. I was wondering what that is.

LRH: It's nothing.

PC: It's a pipe.

LRH: Yeah. Anything else about that?

PC: No, that's all.

LRH: All right. What else?

PC: And then I looked at your -- saw your watch and I thought well, you've only got a short while more to go here and...

LRH: All right.

PC: That's all.

LRH: Okay?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. Let me read you this item again: Pleasurably seriousness. All right. That rocket read. And who or what would oppose pleasurably seriousness?

PC: Nix pleasurably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. All right. We're having the same trouble with that one?

PC: Well, nix pleasurably seriousness.

LRH: All right.

PC: Not pleasurably seriousness. No pleasurably seriousness?

LRH: Ah, it's all right. I just wondered if anything was suppressed on it, and so forth. Okay. I'll give you this item: Nix pleasurably seriousness. All right. On this item has anything been suppressed? On this item has anything been invalidated? Yes. You're having a bad time.

PC: Mm.

LRH: Upsetting you. I appreciate it is rough -- auditing in this environment.

PC: Mm. No, l guess I just wondered if -- what the trouble was on it, or something, I guess.

LRH: Oh, all right. Okay. Let me read you the item again: Nix pleasurably seriousness. All right. There was a little kick left in it. Who or what would nix pleasurably seriousness oppose?

PC: Agreeably seriousness.

LRH: All right, very good. On this item has anything been suppressed? It didn't fire.

PC: It didn't fire.

LRH: You pretty distracted?

PC: Well there's that thing-piff and piffing -- and there's the uh -- um -- television making that high electronic sound...

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: ...over there, you see and...

LRH: Yes, yes.

PC: ...I am coming up and trying to go through this implant and -- uh -- and actually that electronic sound is terribly high and it hurts my ears, that's all.

LRH: Is that so?

PC: Yes.

LRH: All right. All right.

PC: Mm.

LRH: Okay, let me read to you this item: Agreeably seriousness. All right, anything else on that?

PC: I don't think so.

LRH: Something here you failed to reveal? I haven't seen... What was that?

PC: What?

LRH: What did you think of?

PC: Was it reading?

LRH: All right, let me read you this item again: Agreeably seriousness. All right, that rocket read. There -- is there something else here?

PC: No.

LRH: Something wrong with this item?

PC: Something wrong with this item? Will -- agreeingably seriousness; agreefullably seriousness.

LRH: Ah. Go on, I'm getting some reads.

PC: All right. Nicely seriousness.

LRH: Hm?

PC: Nicely seriousness, Nicely serious. Pleasantly serious, then agreeably seriousness!

LRH: All right, very good. Let me read you the item again: Agreeably seriousness. All right, that rocket read. But there is something wrong with that item. Take a look at the stairs. Now what -- what is this all about here? Here, what's that?

PC: It's just the sound -- honestly, I'm telling you, it's just the sound of the -- of a television set over there making that high electronic whine noise and it sort of sticks me on these -- on the stairs! I can't seem to go down them. You know how I have -- I have the pressure on the ears when this sort of thing starts occurring.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Well that di -- it -- distracts me.

LRH: All right. Let me shut that off.

PC: It's better.

LRH: Is that better?

PC: Yes.

LRH: All right. Okay. Now, it's all right.

PC: Mm.

LRH: In this session has anything been protested?

PC: Well, we certainly are in an electronically involved environment, I thought, here.

LRH: All right.

PC: You know, what with the -- uhm -- that tube up there humming, and the -- and that humming and everything humming around, and then all the televisions in the room over there humming, and I thought, "My word, what a humming environment." That's all I thought. It's-it's electronic!

LRH: All right, very good. Okay, now.

PC: Hm.

LRH: Feel better?

PC: Yeah, I do.

LRH: All right. Let me read you this item: Agreeably seriousness. All right. That's still trying to rocket read. Take a look at the step, now, on which you see it.

PC: Yeah, it's agreeably seriousness.

LRH: Mm-hm. All right. And that step has discharged. Okay, thank you. And who or what would oppose agreeably seriousness?

PC: Nix agreeably seriousness.

LRH: All right. All right, on this item has anything been suppressed? Yes.

PC: Well I sort of suppressed it all along while trying to find the other one because of course you get the one and then in the -- in the implant it goes pft-pft, you see?

LRH: Hm.

PC: And so this pft over here has been held up for getting this pft off over here.

LRH: Oh, yeah. Very good. Let me read you this item: Nix agreeably seriousness. All right, that rocket read. Let me make sure now that there is no further suppression. Nix agreeably seriousness. All right. There isn't a breath on it, on the take.

PC: All right.

LRH: Okay? And who or what would nix agreeably seriousness oppose?

PC: Dedicateably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. And -- thank you. Give me some variations on that.

PC: Dedicativeably seriousness.

LRH: All right.

PC: Dedicatedably seriousness.

LRH: Right.

PC: Dedicatinglably seriousness.

LRH: All right.

PC: Dedicationably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Dedicationably?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right.

PC: And dedicateably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me read you this item. Dedicateably seriousness.

PC: Dedicativeably seriousness. That's it.

LRH: All right. Let me check these items now. Dedicativeably seriousness. All right. And let me read you the other item: Dedicateably seriousness. There's something wrong between these two items? Now did you suppress in some way that because it had two on it?

PC: No except you know that um -- I normally had the "tiveably" and that sort of changed over in the past two banks.

LRH: All right.

PC: Um -- dedicativeably seriousness.

LRH: All right. On this item has anything been suppressed? On this item has anything been invalidated? On this item has anything been invalidated? On this item is there anything you failed to reveal? All right. Have you had a cognition about it? There.

PC: Yes, I thought -- uh someone is dedi -- dedicated, you see, to seriousness. Dedicativeably seriousness.

LRH: I don't quite understand that.

PC: Dedicate -- you know? One's dedicated to seriousness.

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: Maybe it's dedicatedably seriousness.

LRH: Oh, all right. Well let's see what it is. Dedicatedably seriousness. All right. Dedicativeably seriousness. What are you doing? You running it over in your mind?

PC: No.

LRH: All right. And dedicatedably seriousness. All right. We haven't got the item yet.

PC: Dedicatinglably seriousness?

LRH: Mm-mm. Dedicativeably seriousness. All right. Dedicateably seriousness.

PC: I keep getting "dedicated to seriousness," you see, so I...

LRH: Well, give me dedicated to seriousness.

PC: Dedicated to seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Give me anything else you can think of there.

PC: Serious dedication. That's it.

LRH: All right. Good. Anything else?

PC: No, that's it. That's -- that's what was sitting on top of it.

LRH: Oh, all right. I'll read you this item now. Dedicateably seriousness. All right, that was trying to rocket read. Let me check the other one and make sure that it isn't in: Dedicativeably seriousness. All right, and your item is dedicateably seriousness. All right, that rocket read. It has had some other rocket reads -- one kind or another, but it's still suspicious as the item as it's got a bit of suppress on it. Is there anything else -- ? That? There -- there was something.

PC: The only thing I'm thinking about is -- is that I'm sort of sitting here holding these cans, and it feels like I'm -- because the cans are so sticky, it feels like I'm holding sort of two unwrapped candy bars in my hands and they're getting all messy and dirty.

LRH: All right.

PC: I have never felt such sticky cans in my life.

LRH: All right.

PC: Right? So that -- I'm suppressing that. You know, it's all for-I feel like throwing them down and going and washing my hands. A bit -- not drastically so but it is -- it is a bit of a PTP sitting here with -- feeling these sticky cans.

LRH: All right. Good. Now I'm going to read you this item again: Dedicateably seriousness. All right. That rocket read.

PC: All right, good.

LRH: And who or what would oppose dedicateably seriousness?

PC: Nix dedicateably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. It didn't rocket read when you said it.

PC: I wondered if I'd said it with an "ed." Nix dedicateably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. I'll read you this item: Nix dedicateably seriousness. All right, that has rocket read. On that item has anything been suppressed? Anything been invalidated? Anything you failed to reveal? All right. Very good. That is your item. Nix dedicateably seriousness. All right and that fired.

PC: Mm.

LRH: Very nicely. All right. Who or what would nix dedicateably seriousness oppose?

PC: Commendably seriousness.

LRH: Very good. Now what happened with that one? That didn't rocket read.

PC: Commendablebly seriousness. Commendab -- commendably seriousness.

LRH: All right. And who or what would nix dedicateably seriousness oppose?

PC: Commendably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Anything else you may know?

PC: Happiness.

LRH: Hm?

PC: Happiness.

LRH: All right.

PC: No one knows happiness. Prims and propers.

LRH: Hm?

PC: Prims and propers -- serious people.

LRH: Mm-mm.

PC: Deadly serious people. Deadly serious people.

LRH: All right.

PC: You can be so serious you can be dead. Hmm.

LRH: All right.

PC: Mmm. Commendably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me read you this item: Commendably seriousness. All right, that's trying to rocket read. Ah, as a matter of fact it has rocket read, but you're sitting on something. I'm not quite sure what it is here. It's got this squashed. Now, what is it?

PC: Hm-hmm. I don't know.

LRH: There's something there. All right. In this session has anything been protested? In this session is there anything which you failed to reveal? In this session has anything been suppressed? Yes, yes. Yes, what's been suppressed?

PC: Well I suppressed for quite a while only the sound of the -- just the sound of all the electronics and the "hummm-hummm." I suppressed the -- the stickiness of the cans.

LRH: Right.

PC: And then also uh -- are you asking suppress or protest?

LRH: Suppress.

PC: Another thing I've suppressed, is I wondered who owns this E-Meter and keeps their cans in this condition.

LRH: Well, all right.

PC: You know? I would like to sort of find out who is responsible and tell them to wash their cans.

LRH: Okay. In this session has anything been suppressed?

PC: Yeah, I'd suppressed I didn't want to seem like an old, you know -- nag, nag, nag because I'm moaning about the auditing environment, but those things were disturbing me.

LRH: All right.

PC: And then um -- also I would-hope that we wouldn't have any trouble, that we'd go along swimmingly, you see?

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Like it usually does. And then, it's not. I suppose it's on television and... That's all. That's it.

LRH: All right, very good. Let me read you this item: Commendably seriousness. All right. That's rocket reading. But is giving suppressed read.

PC: Oh, dear.

LRH: Highly suppressed. Now, on this item has anything -- on this item has anything been suppressed?

PC: Yes, we just keep -- seem to be going round and round and round on it and so forth.

LRH: All right. On this item has anything been suppressed? Yes.

PC: Well, I just can't seem to get it to be all right, one way or the other. It RRs but -- uh, I don't know.

LRH: All right. Very good. On this item has anything been suppressed? Yes, there is a heavy suppression on this item.

PC: Well, I wish we could just get it to be all right and get off of it. Then get on to the next one.

LRH: All right. Thank you. On this item has anything been suppressed? All right. Very good. Let me read to you this item now: Commendably seriousness. All right, that rocket read.

PC: Oh?

LRH: Big rocket read. And who or what would oppose commendably seriousness?

PC: Nix commendably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Now, has that been suppressed?

PC: Well, it's been suppressed the whole time we've been working on commendably seriousness.

LRH: All right. On this item has anything been suppressed? All right, Ill read you this item: Nix commendably seriousness. All right. That rocket read. The word "item" is firing a little bit. Are you worried about items in general? Numbers of items found?

PC: No, no, no, not worried about number of items found.

LRH: All right. Now that rocket read.

PC: Mmm?

LRH: Nix commendably seriousness did rocket read. I'll read it again: Nix commendably seriousness. All right, that has rocket read.

PC: Hm-mm.

LRH: Okay? And who or what would nix commendably seriousness oppose?

PC: Desirably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Very good. It didn't rocket read.

PC: All right.

LRH: Give me some variations on it.

PC: Desiringably seriousness. Desirably se --. Desirefulably seriousness.

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Desirousably seriousness.

LRH: Mm-hm. What was that one?

PC: Desirousably seriousness.

LRH: All right.

PC: And desirably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Good enough. Now, on this item has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: Turning it the other way around. Seeing how it goes that way.

LRH: Hm?

PC: Turning it the other way around. Saying a serious desirability, or something.

LRH: All right. Now, we running into the second implant here?

PC: Well, maybe.

LRH: All right. How about the first one? I get this first one on this thing. Desirably seriousness.

PC: Desirably seriousness.

LRH: All right, now that's trying to rocket read now. That'll be all right. Anything wrong with it particularly?

PC: No, no.

LRH: Well, I'm going to find this one and the next two and that'll be that.

PC: All right. Um -- desirefulably seriousness. Um -- I sort of stopped giving other items -- a necessity for seriousness. Seriousness must be necessary.

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Um -- religious seriousness and I start rolling off into a whole bunch of other things.

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: Seriousness at funerals.

LRH: Hm?

PC: Seriousness at funerals, seriousness at churches.

LRH: All right.

PC: Seriousness in parliaments.

LRH: Okay. Any others of these?

PC: And just plain old desirably seriousness.

LRH: All right. That rocket read. Let me read to you this item now: Desirably seriousness. All right. Desirably seriousness. That item's had a very small fire on it. And you had a cognition on this item? There's something there.

PC: No, just that seriousness is desired in certain places and at certain times -- that's all. And I can imagine some people wishing that some people, you know, would be more serious; or someone himself wishing, "Oh, I wish I could be more serious about things." And, you know, say like he's studying for medicine or something like that and -- and he decides that he better be serious about it all. And, well, people can decide to be serious. You know?

LRH: All right. Very good. Okay, now let me read you this item: Desirably seriousness. All right. That item hasn't given a satisfactory rocket read.

PC: Hm.

LRH: It just hasn't.

PC: Is it desired-ably seriousness?

LRH: All right.

PC: Desiringably seriousness?

LRH: All right.

PC: Um, wanted seriousness?

LRH: All right, on this item has anything been suppressed? On this item is there anything you failed to reveal? All right, on this item has anything been invalidated? There's a maybe on invalidated.

PC: Well it hasn't rocket read, so to that degree it's been invalidated.

LRH: All right.

PC: Um, no I can't think of anything else.

LRH: All right. Very good.

PC: Desirably seriousness.

LRH: Mm-hm. All right -- doesn't seem to be much charge left on it. Desirably seriousness. All right, there is a small rocket read on this, but it however is a persistent rocket read.

PC: Mm.

LRH: It keeps persistently giving a small rocket read.

PC: It's never given a big one yet?

LRH: It's never given a big rocket read.

PC: Mm.

LRH: Now, is there a big protest against seriousness being desirable? Yes.

PC: Mm.

LRH: Huh? When did you first spot that -- in this session?

PC: Well, I'm just protesting seriousness period, you see. I'm dramatizing the oppterm's no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no -- no seriousness. And I of course protested the goal when I was being run through it, too, you see?

LRH: Oh!

PC: I didn't like it, you know?

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: And um -- particularly after "to be happy," you know?

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: I felt, well even if these people are crazy, at least uh -- at least I -- and I'll probably end up coming out of this thing all messed up but at least I might be happy! You know? But look at this "to be serious," you see? And then the next goal they put me through is "to be serious" and then that -- that sort of throws all hope that I'll even have anything -- any benefit from this whatsoever! You know, I could see myself coming out of this, if they'd left me with "to be happy," coming out sort of compulsively euphoric or something like that and well, although that may have been an aberrated state, it was at least a happy aberrated state, do you see what I mean?

LRH: Mmm. Mmm.

PC: And then they put this in, and this is an unhappy, deadly type of thing -- even though I didn't like it!

LRH: All right.

PC: So desirably seriousness -- I didn't desire this thing at all -- the whole time I was saying it.

LRH: All right. Let me read you this item now: Desirably seriousness. All right. It has rocket read. The rocket read is getting very tiny now. Is there anything else you might -- wish to tell me about the desirability of being serious?

PC: Well I used to desire to be serious myself! You see? When I'd go to church, I would always laugh and um -- and I used to sit there and desire that I could be serious. Oh, yes! And then one time you ran a process -- um, it was some group processing -- this was in Phoenix, Arizona -- and you were running um -- "Be serious," you know? And the minute you said that, gave that command, I started laughing. And I laughed and I laughed and I laughed and I laughed, and I laughed and I laughed; and I couldn't stop laughing -- and every time you said, "All right. Be serious," I would burst out in more peals of laughter! I thought that was the funniest thing! You know? Every time I tried to be serious, I would laugh! And uhm -- so, and in these circumstances, in this lifetime, every time I've tried to be serious, I always end up laughing, you see?

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: And I think it's terribly funny, but I know I shouldn't -- I should be serious!

LRH: All right.

PC: I've wanted to be serious! Well, I thought other people were quite serious; and I thought that was part of being an adult, too. Adults could be told that they were different from children because they were so deadly serious. And then when I was able to view adults a bit better, I thought they were grimly serious and I didn't want to be like that, you see?

LRH: All right.

PC: So, desirably seriousness.

LRH: Okay. All right. Let me read you this item here and see what we've now got: Desirably seriousness. All right. That rocket read beautifully.

PC: All right. Well, thank goodness.

LRH: And a great big one! And who or what would oppose desirably seriousness?

PC: Nix desirably seriousness.

LRH: Good. All right. Let me read you this item: Nix desirably seriousness. All right. That has apparently blown its charge. There is anything else you care to say about it?

PC: No, I'm glad to get that off. I feel a bit of relief.

LRH: All right. Let me give it to you again just to make sure there's nothing on it: Nix desirably seriousness. All right. Just -- there was just a tick left. Okay. Nix desirably seriousness. All right. Now, who or what would nix desirably seriousness oppose?

PC: Wantably seriousness.

LRH: All right. Okay. Is there anything about this "wantably seriousness"?

PC: No, it's another like "desirably," but it's -- I feel better about that. It's "wantably seriousness."

LRH: All right. Very good. I'll read you this item: Wantably seriousness. All right. And you've said it twice and it blew it to pieces apparently. But I think there's a little more trouble with it. "Wantably seriousness." Got a little more tick on it than I'd care to have here. Yes, what's that thought that's coming across on this? There. There.

PC: Well, I just was uh -- just wondering about it. That's all. Well, I sort of got the idea that someone uh -- you know -- seriously wanting -- you know? A little bit of reverse on it -- on the item. Sort of uhm -- you know how people -- this is not one of these seriousness I'm thinking about -- but people wanting things seriously, you know. Like they'll stand and they'll -- they'll look in uhm -- well, women say; going window-shopping and they'll -- they're so serious, they'll stand there and look at all the things and they're -- they're wanting! You know? They're serious about wanting -- it's a reverse look on the item -- that's all.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me read you this again and see if we've got anything on it: Wantably seriousness. That rocket read very nicely. That was your item and that was.the last item we're going to find.

PC: All right. Jolly good.

LRH: All right. Okay. Well we got -- we found quite a few anyhow...

PC: Mmm! We've found that...

LRH: ...in a short period of time. From 3 to 39!

PC: Okay, good.

LRH: Sorry you had a rough time.

PC: Mmmm.

LRH: Very strange environment and so forth. All right. Now, that is the end of the body of this session.

PC: Yes.

LRH: All right. And have you made any part of your goals for this session: "To find as many RIs as possible"?

PC: Yes, did that.

LRH: All right. "To run some charge off the bank?"

PC: Yes, did.

LRH: All right. And, "To work well'"!

PC: Yes! I worked as well as I...

LRH: Even rocket read!

PC: To work well -- oh yes, but you know I've always put that down. That's a goal -- a constant goal of mine. It's probably in some GPM!

LRH: All right. I'm not invalidating that goal?

PC: Yes, I did -- that did work well!

LRH: All right. Very good. Any gains you'd care to mention?

PC: Well I got turned around right on this -- in this GPM. I remember the last, end of the last session, I was a little bit confused as to whether I was going down or up and uh -- I got sorted out on that. And then when running something off here, of course it's -- that's been a problem with me.

LRH: Mmmm.

PC: You see?

LRH: Mmmm.

PC: And um -- I can run it without dying of laughter, so I must be improving on it!

LRH: All right. Okay.

PC: And I had a good session.

LRH: Any more?

PC: I think that covers it.

LRH: All right. Very good.

PC: Oh, I feel better about the auditing environment too. It seems all right now.

LRH: All right. Okay. All right. Squeeze the cans. All right, your havingness is just a hair down.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Put your cans down. All right. Touch that cloth. Thank you. Touch the top of the microphone. Thank you. Touch the top of the can. Thank you. Touch that paper. Thank you. Touch that chair. Thank you. Pick up your cans. All right. Squeeze your cans. Let's do that again -- squeeze the cans. Well, it's not quite as good as it was beginning of the session. Put them down; I'm going to run a bit more here. All right. Touch that cord.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Thank you. Touch the back of the E-Meter.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Thank you. Touch that microphone stand.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Thank you. Touch the side of the ashtray.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Thank you. Touch the top of the cans; both of them. Thank you. Pick up the cans. All right. Squeeze the cans. All right; we're going to leave it at that. Your havingness came up.

PC: Mm-hm. Okay.

LRH: All right. 6:13. And you're down here at 2.75; you had very good tone arm action.

PC: Good! All right.

LRH: All right. Is there anything you would care to ask or say before I end this session?

PC: Thank you very much; appreciate it.

LRH: All right. Is it all right with you if I end this session now?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Very good. End of session.

PC: Thank you.

LRH: All right. Tell me I am no longer auditing you.

PC: You're not now auditing me.

LRH: Very good. Go ahead.

All right. Before you disband and come apart at the seams or something like that, I want to call to your attention something: The pc did get harassed; the pc did get ARC broken, and the pc did get upset; but the pc came out of it all right because I straightened it all up. I stayed with the pc and straightened it up. You understand that?

And did you see, toward the end there, the fantastic rocket read that was buried underneath? Commendably seriousness. Did you see that rocket read? And if that thing was reading somewhat, the same kind of a rocket read that some of you cookies have been getting lately? Oh man -- aurrrruhhh. You shouldn't do that! Did you see that rocket read buried underneath there? Well you had one of your little, tiny rocket reads -- actually that was a three-quarters of an inch rocket read -- that thing. But did you notice that it read persistently. Now, why did I pick on it? Because the rocket read was choked. Now you saw disintegrating rocket reads; you saw choked rocket reads; you saw flicks; you saw things that didn't rocket read at all. And you saw them all brought up to a wide, crashing rocket read without a tremor on the item afterwards when I crosschecked it.

Now, of course this pc was being audited under very difficult circumstances and as a demonstration and so forth, running out a bank and so forth, and this is very tough. But in spite of that, let me point something out to you: that my job as an auditor was to get the charge off and I did -- regardless of the pc's ARC breaks or anything else.

Now by golly, if you will stick to it and if you will work like that and you'll do like that and you'll get that charge off, without unnecessarily harassing the pc and so forth, and learn -- be sensitive to your meter; work with the pc and so forth, you'll have a pc flying in no time.

Actually, you didn't see the benefit that we got out of this immediate case. Because I could have audited her here now for the next hour and found myself about 150 items. How? Well, the pc was beginning to run; just beginning to run. We got the environment settled down and we got some other things straightened up. But this was a tough bank and the pc ran it and we bled what -- an awful amount of charge off of this thing.

I also want to call to your attention -- I asked her to take a look at the steps and gray areas and masses and that sort of thing, and at the end, it was her contest with the bank even more than her contest with the auditing room which was crystallizing on this situation. That was what was holding her up. It's always the Routine 3. The auditing session environment cari be straightened up with benefit, but it's the Routine 3 in the final run that is lousing the session up. Always remember that.

All right. Now, there was a demonstration. I intended this demonstration to be that of easy run and instead of that, you got a demonstration of a hard run. Your demonstration of an easy run would simply be: Bang, bang and the thing blowing down in all directions, but because of the strange environment, why this pc who ordinarily runs well, was running badly. All right.

There it is. And I think you ought to give the pc a big hand, because she took her case at risk.

Okay. Thank you very much and good evening.